Tuesday, November 25, 2008

[revival-fire] thankful for something worth dying for 

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 It has been quite some time since I have had the opportunity to write onto here, but now that god has me wrapped up in him this way, it would be selfish not to share some of the most profound and supernatural ways that god has worked in me and out within the last two months. My name is Breanna, I am going to be 21 years old coming in a few months I attend FCC and am an aspired Ministry and prophetic speaker and nurse. Although I have overcome some of the most hard and painful things of my youth and young adulthood, I can simply sit here today with thanksgiving around the corner with little as to say but..wow! I may be without much in the flesh but boy I thought I was without and the truth is I have all I need..Jesus because isnt he all we need really..? Thanksgiving will always be a time for me to remember for someone I never got to see before he died...but how wrong would it be to be upset a bout something that was not of my responsiblitie but gods..and therefore I am so thankful to know that he not only has such a plan for me, but has everything I need in his very arms the arms that carried my brother to heaven the arms that have held onto me for so long and as lonely as it can be at times without this person...I get to be with god on earth as it is in heaven, the place where people rejoice and are no longer sufffering I get to experiance that with our father everyday and amongst all the suffering this world has to offer..I look to god or rold model and say what else is there to be thankful for really..?.... I am so grateful to have a daddy whom loves me so dearly to tell me and show me some of the things that I get to experiance as painful as they are inside and out at times..  he always makes way to place things on the table for you, to understand the works of life.. from his point of view and it just astounds me, and I am so grateful that I must shout it out amongst everythin g that I have come to witness the good the bad the ugly...he has chosen me..me, a only child of god whom has outlived both her siblings... to reveal his messages and to bring hope to the lost. what an honor. I it find a hard thing to except sometimes knowing that this is a god that has everything under his control and can be such holy terror..how could you not what it especially when it is a gift to you..?...its not easy living this way for him, or little did I know of what was expected just years back but how could I ask for more or anything less...I just cant get enough of him, and the best part, he cant get enough of me. ..he is my daddy and this christmas whether presents or not the only thing I can think of is how I would rather have him as my present alive and here any day. haha
   For the last several months god has literally handed me out some boots a bag and some weapons and asked me to take notes of what I see than assumes to ask me questions on how I would handle this predicament in the most concrete way possible, watching me to see how I deal with it, some momments more frusterated than some, but it is a learning point for me to really find out who god is and what it must been like for him. I go out on this journey that has caused me to literally find every possible way throughout my day to turn to him and ask what he is doing to me because it gets shaky, my heart starts to beat rapidly, and takes everything out of me be obediant to him whether I want something to happen or not...and although it has been somewhat scary from what has been observed, the fact of the matter is whether we except it or not..god has chosen some of us to do his work, and it is up to you and I to chose&nbs p;to stand with him as patient as possible and be wiling to except what is required of us to do and that may mean hard labor or simply his undividied attention to learn, watch and be willing to be put up to the test. But what god wants of us is to pass the test and be willing to die for him, more than money, cars or anything else, because he gives the test to those he sees fit to stand in his needed position and he needs us to stand for him. I know I do.
  People, and that includes myself at times, have gotten so caught up in work ethics and the economy and what society says of us that they have looked to the news and things of this world to determine who you are.. that is telling us that getting a job is "only" going to make you a better person..so everything tells us it is impossible from every corner you turn on... and what the media and culture keeps telling us is false propoganda about god.. because the day I give up is the day that I give the devil a cheer and with so many in doubt and fear of what is to happen with this ecomony struggle and such is more so reason to get up and go all out...Because although it is hard to find, that the circumastances are out of place...I have found out one answer by sticking to it and that is by fasting and prayer. You musn't listen to anyting that tells you otherwise, no matter how hard the stuggle...you must keep going for it, because trust me god can and will prevail over all things regarding this instance. I have recently been blessed to finally find work doing something that I have always wanted to do and that is take care of people that I am hoping to start soon but it took me to learn and sacrifce alot of things to focus on his plan, and i had times where I wanted to give up...and so with a fast god has the ability to open those deposits for you that seem nearly impossible.. 
    Over the last few weeks I have watched people all around me suffer, especially in my family ,in flesh, that aside from a tragity of losing my little bro to cancer comoing up to its full year.. have all gone to desprite measures and ways to heal there pains and aches and that is from one extreme to the other;drugs and many things that has not only taking over their lives in hopelessness but caused a ripple affect to just about everyone, and that includes my 8 year old couisn whom has wanted to kill herself..It has been something that has consumed my mind for months, aside the pursiuit of finding a job, to where I turned to god in mere frusteration regarding the situation rather than simpy realizing he has a handle on it as always and has given me another oportunity to show his ways. I became more and more deperate and started really becoming fearful of the ways I could be attacked and what could eve ntually happen to me because I hate what I have to see at tiimes, therefore I dont always keep my mouth shut....and as a warrior I have always stood up to it, and I always will stand up to it as scary as it is,I will if it costs me everything...BUt the bottom line is, that there are people right now as we speak thinking to themselves ways to get out of their situations, and whether it be to drugs or alchol, there is no limit to what god can do to there lives in the power of the holy spirit BUT I feel as believers but more so doers of christ, we have to take a stand right now and not just for my family but all of those out there...so I have made a plea with god, and although it is to be between us two, I want to share that I have made the plea to fast and pray after thanksgiving to see my family restored and a miracle happen this christmas and new year to those in need and for salvations... but especially at this time of losses of jobs and lack of fai t hfullnes I want to see god work in ways that he hasnt yet before... .I commit myself to prayer everyday and all day, and I would ask that if you are truely tired of what you are seeing, as I surely am, and what is being experianced around you the bonds of evil, than lets step up in the power of gods remarkable power and commit ourselves in faith and obediance that we wil see change in our countries history, so that we can all, not just I live for gods purpose but so we all can as one body of christ live in his house of divine presense and promises that are everlasting and fruitful.  If anyone needs prayer I would love to pray for you, and just remember, we can always overcome anything with the power of gods spirit prayer and fasting. believe.=)
tell death do us part,
forever and ever
-Breanna McMahon
a follower 
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